Present in the Pain is the apostolate ministry of Eileen Tully, a Catholic convert offering healing retreats and helpful resources for grieving mothers who have experienced the death of a child from pregnancy through adulthood.

“Eileen Tully shares her heart and wisdom with the gentle but powerful authority of one who has been with Jesus at the foot of the Cross.”

Sonja Corbitt, Catholic Evangelista

Learn more about Eileen here.

It’s Here!

My new podcast for grieving mothers is here! Click the image below to listen to the first episode. A new episode will be released each Wednesday. I pray that it will be a source of encouragement for you and help you to feel seen and understood in the pain of child loss.

Online Self-guided Retreat

10% off through June 24th with coupon code HEARTOFJESUS

Now you can access the Spotify playlist and preview the first video before you register!

“I learned so much more how to grieve with an eternal perspective thanks to this wonderful retreat.”

-Retreat Participant

Click the photo above to learn about this self-guided online retreat for grieving mothers.

Events & Speaking Information

Eileen has a passion for speaking to others about trusting God in times of suffering.

Click the microphone for information about upcoming events, a list of talks, and more.

Here you can also find information and a sample itinerary for hosting a retreat in your parish.


Purchase signed copies of Eileen’s prayer booklet and beautiful rosary bracelets handmade with love by Eileen and her children.

Click the photo above to visit the shop.

In the Raw – A Weekly Series of Posts from Early in Grief

The writing may seem choppy and rambling, but the pain is raw and real. Writing helped me to process my grief in the early days, and I am sharing these posts to help you feel understood in your experiences. I’ve been there. I understand. You can join me here, in the raw.

My blog about healing and homemaking

Experiencing a tragedy like child loss can change us drastically, rearrange our priorities, and teach us so much – about ourselves, about others, and about God. This blog is about learning to heal, grow, and pursue personal holiness amidst the chaos of motherhood.

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